enough is enough

i am putting my foot down

i am no longer gonna be a people pleaser

tinys

i read somewhere that a person bites he or her nails because that person is lonely

i used to bite my nails

was it because i was lonely?

but i dont now..

why?

is it because i wanted to have pretty nails to do manicures on them

or was it that i have found happiness and am not lonely anymore

may be may be?

i hate it when this person wants to take control of everything - my life



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i would acknowledge the facts
but sometimes things will go back

unpleasant

i heard someone shouting in the background
it sounded like a child jumping up and down screaming with excitement.

wonders

you came into our lives
brought joy and happiness
even gave her something to care and give her love to
destroyed any loneliness in us

prancing around with your little toes
everyone just wants a piece of you
people are just drawn to you
its like you bring them happiness
stress in life is all gone when they see you

why arent you here?
why arent you real?
i miss you.

talking to the wall

hello
how are you?
havent talked to you in a while....




am i going crazy cos i am talking to no one.

once upon a dream

it was late in the evening
we were both on the beach
he took me there because he knew that i had wanted to go for a very long time
little that i knew, it was all just a lie.
he didnt bring me out there just to have fun
he was going to drop a big one on me.
"i'm getting married." he says.

my eyes grew big.
"oh." i answered, twirling around in my round float.
deep inside i already knew it was going to happen.
but why did he really have to say it.
why did he have to bring me all the way out there just to tell me.
it wasnt how i wanted it to happen...

then it hit me...
it was all just a dream

maybe in real life
it already happened.
i always suspected that it already happened
and he is living happily with his new family.
i want him to be happy
but i also want him to be honest with me